ainah shannon

2009-05-29T09:07:00.003+08:00

moved! please relink me at http://pilot-eyes.livejournal.com =)

in the mood of NEON.

2009-05-12T00:15:00.005+08:00

NEON COLORS!

I've been disappearing for weeks and i guess i'm just busy with nothing much only my mind it's too occupied with random mood swings and depressing thoughts. Maybe, due to stress plus a bit of 'P'. Haha i'm too asham to disclose this to public for those who knows please keep it to yourself! hehe. I'm very stress due to school and some things that i have to achieve by this year. I have many white strains of hair growing out and it's increasing! When i visit the salon my hairdresser keeps telling me i have white hair every single time i visit him. I feel like dying my hair! Yunnie if you see this, don't forget to bring me there! (after i've cleared half of my debt) or you can help me clear my credit card bills i go 'OV' with you. hahaha!

Recently,
Mug ABIT, it's a bit because there's too much temptations and lack of motivations. eg. RC, mafia wars, and coffee bean is a great place to mug but there are distractions there too. you get what i mean? hahaha!

Catch star trek! it was awesome.. i love star trek and after the movie i feel like collecting their ships and figuring now. thanks yunnie and carrot for catching the movie with me and dump your steamboat plan. xoxo

Trim my brows, i'm actually not that vain. I accompanied my frens for eyebrow trimming first so i can eat my Ramen which i've been craving for monthssssss... and then randomly i just lift up my fringe and show them my brows and they were so horrified and leaving me no choice to but to trim it right on the spot. My brows isn't that bad whut.... haha!

BM exam, my group was told to get in the pool for warm up and we stupidly stayed in the pool for about 2 hrs! We were just hopping around the pool, keep checking out our hands and comparing who has the most wrinkled fingers. hahaha! We didn't wan to tow each other anymore because we wanted to conserve out energy for taking timing later. BUT, you know what! we waited for nothing in the end we had not enough time because the pool is closing so we asked to get up and do theory. i was damn pissed with the tester cus i've answered all the questions correcly but i can't discribe the shape of the heart. i studied bio in sec sch and i definately know what's the shape of the heart alright. Then he ask me in a wanna fight with me tone: 'look like what faster.. u tell me look like what? you don't know your theory la. '
Btw, It's a verbal exam. then i said: i really can't describe the shape of the heart. but i know exactly how it looks like. you give me a pen and paper la i draw for u in DETAILED!

Now you tell me how to describe the shape of the heart?

and his ans is: Pear

FYI, i passed the theory... =D
waterworks postponed to next week because of him! urgh.
but it's ok i got 1 week more to train my timing. haha..

i miss my ipod and um1. =(

Examsss

2009-04-29T07:52:00.004+08:00

Recently, i got hooked on Restaurant City and Mafia Wars. It's VERY addictive if you started playing. Every now and then i will check on the status of the game, even if it's in full health i'll just keep admiring how nice i'm running this restaurant, looking at the money and points going up. I just need to stop staring. HAHAHA! you find it dumb? if you play this game too, you will know what i mean. hah! The only minus point about this game is that i have to keep my PC running most of the time, with my 2 led fans and thermo cpu, my electricity bills will go bonkers.

From today i'll be having tests and exams plus essay submissions day after another. I'm so not in a Labour day mood because i'm currently not working, i don't feel the shiokness of public holiday on a weekday. i still need to study for exams even on a PH!

I've been skipping school and i have no idea what was the lectuerer teaching yesterday. Thank god i'm able to catch up with the help of ian tong. =D

ian: why is your handwriting so ugly!?
me:ignore and continue writing like a doctor. LOL!

now... check out my new RC layout!
i love the pond and bridge.
and yes i'm still staring.
damn!

off to school!

street thug

2009-04-25T18:52:00.004+08:00

i'm in 'coma' the past few days after that terrible incident at st james last Wed. This is the first time i felt so guilty and Thanks for being there for me. We have gone through a lot together, been through more than that before and our friendship will never dies. 10 yrs and counting! =)

i'm also counting down to sunday! PLEASE BE BACK SOON!!! I MISS Y'ALL LIKE HELL!
But this also means, test is coming. I haven't started studying and doing my essay assignment at all. Next week, OB and BAF test.

Power mugging for 1 day for test. AGAIN......

Before i go, i present you this track which gives me an impact and i've been addicted to it.=)

Take a chance in those wonderful words you just don’t understand.
I can show you the way but I know that you’ll never be there.
All the time, all the shine of your eyes I would never forget.
All I know there’s no time, there’s no life, there is no turning back.
There is no turning back……….

i was floating...

2009-04-24T01:35:00.003+08:00

i looked like i haven't sleep for days.

I've been clubbing 3 times a week and now, instead of clubbing so much, i've been starbucking a lot and always bring my heavy macbook down. SB or Tully's electricity bill sure shoot up because of us. i've been good drinking coffee and cut down my alcohol intake, trying to cut down on cigs also. But when u need to cut down, u need to divide the new packet of cigs into half. which means 1 of the party will not have a box. Singapore should really bring back 10 sticks cig packs! i didn't realized that it's already the last week of April. May is coming and i'll be busy with school exams and tests. and adding on diving and swimming tests next month too.
i can see myself more in starbucks than powerhouse now.

I feel sick of everything now. It might be the side effects or maybe not.

maybe i'm really just sick of it.

Ciaos!

photo booth babes

2009-04-13T18:31:00.006+08:00

I was at coffee bean chilling out on a Sunday evening and i saw......

AH MUN

AH CAI

Last but not least, ah nie and ah bong.

sabai love

2009-04-06T06:00:00.008+08:00

we've not turn straight. we were just passing chicken. =P

passing chicken again. stealing my food!

i'm always hungry when i drink

It's 6am now i have 2 more hours to school. I need to do something to keep myself awake because i'm waiting for 8 so i can go out for school. I just came back from marina barrage before that i was having supper at simpang bedok. Yes all the way there for supper i think we are mad because PY was very random, she say she was bored and ask me whether i wanted to go for rounding.I say why not? I know there's school tomorrow at 8.30am that i shouldn't be out. but i can't sleep even if i stayed at home. Ian was tempting me to go sabai tonight and go to straight after that. Luckily, i was strong enough to reject the free martel and stuff cus if i'm there with him i will sure get drunk and miss school. I went to drink again on Saturday night at Mbar with beer and some whisky then head down to Sabai Sabai(thai club) had another 2 bottle of martel. Madness! that day was like 'drink like theres no tomorrow day'. Most of us vomited and after that night i have heavy hangover and can't take bus to anywhere and avoid drinking or seeing green tea. It will gross me out. I need to pack my bag now and choose what to where for lesson later. when school starts which is today, i need to tie my hands and legs from partying!! I'll try to cut down to once a week or 2 weeks. I've been partying for the 1 whole mth of my vacation as much as 3 times a week at least. shit.

april fool!

2009-04-03T20:26:00.005+08:00

our drinks! some of it only.. =P

i'm taller than cheryl.. =D

Breezer Ad. hahaha!

April fool used to be my favorite day. Because it wasn't supposed to be like this.
Anws, that day was a tiring day. i met veron and i bummed in her room the whole afternoon till we were very hungry then went to meet sam and co. at thomson plaza for dinner and chill at sb.
After tt i had to go home and change becoz i promised my friends to go st james with them.
Ian came and join me at st james then veron came after it ended at 4am. then we continue at boat quay drink till 6am. it was a crazy night.

oh i was talking with py just now and we have assigned them with personal rt. hahaha!

hy- lean back
py-this ain't sex
zw-Roll it
belina-krazy
carrot-take u there
me-Sientelo

clementi gym sucks!

2009-03-31T22:29:00.003+08:00

can you make a pyramid? if u can't you owe me a kiss =P

Before i start my 1 mth hols, i tot i can do sth productive but i've turned into an alcoholic.

It might be due to some reasons that i drink too much. Till i'm addicted to beer. beer is my soft drinks now which i have to consume every now and then.

i went to shu hui's 21st birthday party then km8 after that. km8 closing party was AWESOME! but i was there with the wrong people.

then planned gym session with daz in the end we headed on our own without calling each other. This is the funniest thing this mth! hahaha..

i went to clementi gym, i warmed up with cross tram then headed to the weights section. i did free weights for an hour until 4th set of bicep curls, i felt my bone dislocating every curls. that's why i stopped. I was so pissed because i can't do free weights anymore cus i injured my wrist. and almost all the machines were out of order! clementi gym is the lousiest of all.

how i wished i still have cali membership now. So far, i prefer gombak gym out of all the public gym.

now, i can't wait for school to start because holidays make me feel like a bum. urgh!

It's been almost a year and i thank you for all the happy memories.

you are always special in my heart.

i'm moving on.

fucking night

2009-03-27T01:09:00.002+08:00

i'm bad with Tequila shots.

i made out with 'kim' (not her real name to protect the identity of the victim) at st james after a few drinks.

and i am not sorry for what i've done. LOL!

Thank you dj kzee for Sientelo on every weds! =D

save you

2009-03-24T02:13:00.002+08:00

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

I wish that I could tell you something
and take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’s so many things
that I want you to know

I won’t give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
It's drowning into whispers
You're just skin and bones
There’s nothing left to take
No matter what I do I
can’t make you feel better

If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

That if you fall, stumble down

I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause
I’ll be waiting
Oh you know I’ll be there for you

it's done

2009-03-23T09:49:00.006+08:00

i'm back!!! miss me right.... hahaha!
8 hours of travelling back. i ko-ed straight away after i've reached home yesterday.

During the 4 days in m'sia-
i eat 1 meal a day because the food taste weird and i try to drink minimum water so i won't have to go to the toilet. the toilets were a big problem to me there. i'd to hold my bladder everyone i go until i found a more decent one.
The only nice thing i enjoy there was the beautiful beach.
getting wasted, speeding, and on my last day i visit my grandma and eat her home cook food.

back home-
my dogs missed me..
i miss my them too and my bed, my sisters, macbook, gym, boilers, starbucks, ramen ten. omg!
and i kinda miss you too.

i've been thinking all these while and i don't know what i want.
i know what i want and
i guess i'm more or less back on track now.
i need to be stronger, i need to lay low for a while.

i wanna sing it's my life with the live band at Boiler room. ALright.

My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

the day before i leave, i psycho my friends down to st james because i was stressed and feeling down. Thanks for being there for me. I was kinda drunk before 11pm and this was the first time. I drank 1 jug of beer at dragonfly and then go powerhouse drink again. i totally can't recall a single thing! please tell me what happened..! i only rem there's a babe petting my back when i'm in the toilet. HAHA!

ciaos!

about you

2009-03-18T08:52:00.002+08:00

Before you, my life was an endless night, very dark, but there was stars-
and then you shot across my life like a meteor.
suddenly everything was on fire
there was brilliancy,
there was beauty.

the truth

2009-03-17T18:21:00.004+08:00

i'm so stupid and silly when it comes to you.
I MISS YOU RITA CHENG!!!

imissyoulikecrazylafuck.

i'm gonna pack my bag and leave now.
i need to do some brain damaging shit.
and when i'm back, i hope i don't remember your name.

Letting Go

2009-03-16T22:45:00.004+08:00

if only my life is stable, i will not hesitate to make you stay!
becoz i'm a crap that is why i'd rather let you go.
You were towering above me, started climbing and never thought it through.
You warned me, should have listened. Now I'm sorry that I ever met you too.
Tryin' to climb the ladder but I'm handcuffed to the bottom, need to use the keys
but you're the only one who's got'em.

i wanna leave this place right now.

to the sea bed

2009-03-11T03:48:00.005+08:00

cityhall- send my macbook for repair
vivocity- pull and bear
cityhall- num
tanjong pagar- take dive manual
clementi- repair watch

i think i'm quite productive today. =)

i had 5 mrt transactions in a couple of hours! that's not the point. haha! i've got 5 things done in 1 day after months of procrastination. oh yeuah! hahaha

When i was in city hall waiting for train i saw smrt ppl wearing PINK uniform with GLOVES walking around us while i'm waiting, i wonder what are they for?! why are they wearing gloves.After awhile, the train arrived everyone walk towards the yellow line, then a lady decided to move forward and stand in the middle of the arrow and straight away, the ppl with gloves came and push her back to the yellow line.LMAO! I don't know why, i find it very haliarious. i tried to frown and tighten my lips trying not to smile. but in the end she saw me laughing. i hope she don't thought that i'm laughing at her. i'm actually laughing at the job scope of smrt ppl. When there are rules there will be ppl who will break it but there will be some brainless people who like to stand in the middle of the door then the train arrived. ppl who stand on the right side of the escalator. these are few things that annoys me. Now, i know what are those gloves for. They are for pushing those dirty and stinky idotics off the line. They will save my day with those ppl blocking me from getting out from the train on my bad day.

baby, i'm missing you badly.

"things i hate about facebook"

2009-03-09T09:21:00.010+08:00

Facts about Facebook

i'm not an anti-facebook. but i find this interesting and it's so true!

____________________________________________________________________

10 signs you are stuck in Facebook

1. In a bar or club you are looking at someone and feel like you know him but cannot remember how… And then you realize that never saw him in real life but spent pretty much time learning his profile at facebook

2. After you meet someone new your conversation turns into kinda “Do you have a facebook account etc."

3. You never give your friends a single call. Instead of that you write a post on the super wall ?

4. You make a conclusion on how interesting someone is by the number of his photos at facebook

5. When you are chilling with your friends you get some funny photo and your first reaction is “I’ll put it on facebook!”

6. Talking to your friends you’d definitely ask them whether they have seen one or another post on your wall!

7. You check your facebook page as only you get up in the morning, before you go to bed every night and some 10 more times every day

8. You know for sure how many photos each of your friends has and are happy every time you see that the number has changed

9. You log in to facebook to check your mail and wake up after 2 hours with no idea what did you do all that time

10. You’re smiling while reading this and know that you’ll send it to your friends.

Webcam with me!

2009-03-04T09:21:00.002+08:00

Recently, i've been very stress with exams, trainings, work, money, bike.. etc etc...
when i'm stressed, i will have sudden urge to pierce parts of my body or get myself ink or cut my hair or i'll leave Singapore on the weekends. I have psychic ways to release my stress.
Therefore, i decided to get inked soon! I've already got idea what to do and i'm damn sure that is what i want. "Ad Astra Per Aspera" it means "through hardships to the stars"in Latin. i'm gonna do it on my upper back just below my star tattoo in cursive or old english font. Imagine, and picture it! damn hot right?!! hahaha! Please give me your opinion! is it cool or bad. But, i think i will have to color my 2 swallows tattoo first. It's been 1 year after i did the outline. Since now i'm super stress and finally have the urge to feel pain. I'll do it. hahaha!

Yesterday, went to town to shop with the bitchy bitches. They keep going Gucci, LV and burberry. It makes me so tempted to get all those things from there and they make me have a tough time to succumb the temptations of spending. Beanie just bought a burberry bad cost 1k plus. Sigh... depressing.. depressing.... hahahha! and not finish yet. the whole time they didn't care about me. fuck care me and just happily shop for their pretty shoes, cosmetics and all the ladies department. i kept cursing myself because i'm so bored... I WANNA GO NEWURBANMALE! ROARRRRR! forget it.
Finally, they are done with 'their' shopping and we went to far east nana to have our dinner. (this is best part.)

i webcam a lot this month. Sorry about the unglam photos above. i've moreee but i've deleted and deleted from trash. HAHAHHA!
heyyy people... i will finish my exam this fri.. PARTY this sat??! PLEASEEEE.....

Ciaos!

haywire

2009-03-02T01:31:00.004+08:00

i'm so screwed! because i just started studying for my exam tmr.

i'm so paranoid! because my mom is a bitch! i can't live with her!

i'm so annoyed! because i can't believe my dad didn't get me anything from Japan.

i feel sad. because shes not here with me.

i feel rather excited. because my dad just passed me a $500 cheque for my next diving trip!

i feel delighted. because i've finally received my GST package!

i feel that i need Panbesy. because i've been cooking and eating every hour.

i can't wait for 6th march to come. because i can kiss goodbye to exams and welcome 1 mth hols!

I'm out of control.

i feel very sleepy.....
i shall take a nap and continue my mugging later.

good night.

Addicted to Supafly

2009-02-24T14:18:00.005+08:00

hweeying and me. Before i went missing =P

our drinks

Partying has become my routine now. I start the ball rolling at jan 28th and since then we have been going to st james almost every weds and sat, I wonder when i'm i gonna stop. Last sat, Supafly's music was the worse of all but it's not so bad with a cute ass grace there with me. =))

i ended up here! HAHAHA!

you all were so goner can.
btw, ok i've decided to go ladies night since i don't have sch the next day.
but sat not going ok!
i'm gonna off my phone from 10pm-1am. I know i've said this many times but this time for real ok. SPARE ME. seriously.

jocelyn and karajayne???

sexy sambal

2009-02-27T02:39:00.004+08:00

It's been a long long time we had movie together, take train together.
We watched My bloody valentine at Vivo. The movie is in 3D and it's damn 3D. i kept saying so near so near!!! the eye ball just smacked right in front of me. i just wanna say... so near again!
It's gross, violent and you will get a lot of shock moments.
My cool friend, got too disturbed by it and she plug in her headphones and keep sms-ing.
At the end of the movie. i was very reluctant to return the 3D glasses la.
i told them, i wonder will i get the 3d effect if i watch porn with it.LOL

after that we head down to boat quay again for dinner.
i'm so addicted to the sambal fried rice. It taste super delicious even if you're not drunk because i'm always drunk when i'm there eating. This is the first time i'm eating it when im sober. HAHA!

3 more days to my term 2 exam. I haven't really get started. I shall not think of clubbing this weekend. =(
I've gotten my term 1 result and i'm quite disappointed with myself. I got grade D and B.

I was at st james last night and i got very drunk and puked.
My friends were ALL drunked.
Lots of drama, emotions, things missing.
I lost my elephant tooth necklace...........

how to be unhappy

2009-02-23T23:54:00.003+08:00

-how to be unhappy.

Staying in feeling alone, when everyone in the house is not talking to me.
Cabbing to school everyday just because i couldn't wake up on time.
Skip training
Not studying for exams
Club twice a week.
Eating junks and carbo
Being a jerk
Not working out
not seeing your love ones
procrastinate
and
procrastinate....
not working
not going for practicals
fuck and throw.
spending most of my money on alcohol
sit back and relax when i'm not suppose to.
unable to concentrate
didn't feed my dog

Let me confess somethings. I am not a teacher of writing, but i want to type all these out
because i don't have a habit to voice out my feelings.

when all these are coming back to me, i need to leave.
doing something dangerous.

I'll be good again.
i promised.

i've been thinking about the orange lamp lights.

Little Drop of Poison

2009-02-16T02:16:00.009+08:00

Valentine's day is cranky this year. It was all fun but nobody will know how i feel.
I don't wanna be treated this way but they always have the same perception on me.
I have never care to clarify because i have nothing to give anyway.
the question is should i stay away from it or should i continue to be a *****!
because i think i'm losing in this game.
YOU should know why.
My inside all turned to ashes and blown away as i collapsed.
i just gotta stop.

In the noon, i brought ju to KM8.
Night, went to Powerhouse again.
then boat quay for my favorite chicken eemee with sambal!
btw, when we were eating monotonously, because we were all damn hungry.
i got a cute friend who was tipsy says that the sambal chili is sexy???!!!
WTF!!! HAHAHHAHA! the whole table of us nearly fell off the chair la.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RANDOLPH! =))

OkAY this post is too emotional.
Let me tell you a joke.......

A few mins ago, i felt like smoking and i grab my HIGHLIGHTER trying to LIGHT my cigs!

jog and swim
i know she hates it because i hate it too!

HEH. before i leave, i have an evil plan.
i've compiled all the fav songs from powerhouse.
Hey sisters! Tempted???
HAHAHA!

i'mma bitch

CIAOS! ;)

suway suway!

2009-02-14T00:10:00.007+08:00

Since the day i started studying in mdis, my routine is wake up late and cab to school everyday.
3 hours of lesson on every weekday, i had only 1 hr. Although it's just an hour of lesson i don't know why i'm always superb tired. After school, i'll walk out of school and smoke a stick with my classmates and went home straight.
Today, i went to meet cheryl after school for lunch. We decided to watch movie and i was hoping she will pick VALKYRIE! It's a war movie and i hardly can persuade anybody especially girls to watch this genre of movie. I really enjoy watching movie with her. Maybe it's because when i'm sitting next to her, i don't seem to be so short! hahaha..

The next movie i wanna watch is benjamin button and Defiance!!
Too shiok! Got too many Nazi and Adolf Hitler's movie for me! =D

After that i went to meet my sisters at my area. We chatted quite a lot and being tempted there for a few hours!
Tommorrow is V'day! i'm going Powerhouse with my friends and all my single girl friends are going to find guys and leaving me alone perhaps. =(

I WENT NUTS!

It's Alfred

2009-02-10T04:40:00.004+08:00

My friend Alfred is Clearing his Wardrobe!
Prices are all Negotiable!

more @ www.retro-shortass.blogspot.com =)

Revoltage Black Berms
Size - 29-30
It's yours @ $25(nego)
There's vertical lines black and random red ones

Zebra Hoody
Freesize
Brand new
It's now yours @ $18!

Authentic Armani Exchange Hoody
Worn less than 5 times.
From Hong kong
Size S
Equivalent to Topman Size M
$120(Negotiable)

Topman Top

Size XS/S
$20

Retailing $40