clementi gym sucks!

can you make a pyramid? if u can't you owe me a kiss =P

Before i start my 1 mth hols, i tot i can do sth productive but i've turned into an alcoholic.

It might be due to some reasons that i drink too much. Till i'm addicted to beer. beer is my soft drinks now which i have to consume every now and then. 

i went to shu hui's 21st birthday party then km8 after that. km8 closing party was AWESOME! but i was there with the wrong people. 

then planned gym session with daz in the end we headed on our own without calling each other. This is the funniest thing this mth! hahaha..

i went to clementi gym, i warmed up with cross tram then headed to the weights section. i did free weights for an hour until 4th set of bicep curls, i felt my bone dislocating every curls. that's why i stopped. I was so pissed because i can't do free weights anymore cus i injured my wrist. and almost all the machines were out of order! clementi gym is the lousiest of all. 

how i wished i still have cali membership now. So far, i prefer gombak gym out of all the public gym. 

now, i can't wait for school to start because holidays make me feel like a bum. urgh!

It's been almost a year and i thank you for all the happy memories.

you are always special in my heart. 

i'm moving on. 

fucking night

i'm bad with Tequila shots.

i made out with 'kim' (not her real name to protect the identity of the victim) at st james after a few drinks. 

and i am not sorry for what i've done. LOL!

Thank you dj kzee for Sientelo on every weds! =D

save you

Take a breath 
I pull myself together 
Just another step until I reach the door 
You’ll never know the way it  tears me up inside to see you 

I wish that I could tell you something 
and take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you 
And there’s so many things 
that I want you to know 

I won’t give up till it’s over 
If it takes you forever I want you to know 

When I hear your voice 
It's drowning into whispers 
You're just skin and bones 
There’s nothing left to take 
No matter what I do I 
can’t make you feel better 

If only I could find the answer 
To help me understand 

That if you fall, stumble down 

I’ll pick you up off the ground 
If you lose faith in you 
I’ll give you strength to pull through 
Tell me you won't give up cause 
I’ll be waiting
Oh you know I’ll be there for you 

it's done

i'm back!!! miss me right.... hahaha!
8 hours of travelling back. i ko-ed straight away after i've reached home yesterday.

During the 4 days in m'sia-
i eat 1 meal a day because the food taste weird and i try to drink minimum water so i won't have to go to the toilet. the toilets were a big problem to me there. i'd to hold my bladder everyone i go until i found a more decent one.
The only nice thing i enjoy there was the beautiful beach.
getting wasted, speeding, and on my last day i visit my grandma and eat her home cook food.

back home-
my dogs missed me..
i miss my them too and my bed, my sisters, macbook, gym, boilers, starbucks, ramen ten. omg!
and i kinda miss you too.

i've been thinking all these while and i don't know what i want.
i know what i want and
i guess i'm more or less back on track now.
i need to be stronger, i need to lay low for a while.

i wanna sing it's my life with the live band at Boiler room. ALright.

My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

the day before i leave, i psycho my friends down to st james because i was stressed and feeling down. Thanks for being there for me. I was kinda drunk before 11pm and this was the first time. I drank 1 jug of beer at dragonfly and then go powerhouse drink again. i totally can't recall a single thing! please tell me what happened..! i only rem there's a babe petting my back when i'm in the toilet. HAHA!

ciaos!

about you

Before you, my life was an endless night, very dark, but there was stars-
and then you shot across my life like a meteor.
suddenly everything was on fire
there was brilliancy,
there was beauty.

the truth

i'm so stupid and silly when it comes to you.
I MISS YOU RITA CHENG!!!

imissyoulikecrazylafuck.


i'm gonna pack my bag and leave now.
i need to do some brain damaging shit.
and when i'm back, i hope i don't remember your name.

Letting Go

if only my life is stable, i will not hesitate to make you stay!
becoz i'm a crap that is why i'd rather let you go.
You were towering above me, started climbing and never thought it through.
You warned me, should have listened. Now I'm sorry that I ever met you too.
Tryin' to climb the ladder but I'm handcuffed to the bottom, need to use the keys
but you're the only one who's got'em.

i wanna leave this place right now.

to the sea bed

cityhall- send my macbook for repair
vivocity- pull and bear
cityhall- num
tanjong pagar- take dive manual
clementi- repair watch

i think i'm quite productive today. =)

i had 5 mrt transactions in a couple of hours! that's not the point. haha! i've got 5 things done in 1 day after months of procrastination. oh yeuah! hahaha

When i was in city hall waiting for train i saw smrt ppl wearing PINK uniform with GLOVES walking around us while i'm waiting, i wonder what are they for?! why are they wearing gloves.After awhile, the train arrived everyone walk towards the yellow line, then a lady decided to move forward and stand in the middle of the arrow and straight away, the ppl with gloves came and push her back to the yellow line.LMAO! I don't know why, i find it very haliarious. i tried to frown and tighten my lips trying not to smile. but in the end she saw me laughing. i hope she don't thought that i'm laughing at her. i'm actually laughing at the job scope of smrt ppl. When there are rules there will be ppl who will break it but there will be some brainless people who like to stand in the middle of the door then the train arrived. ppl who stand on the right side of the escalator. these are few things that annoys me. Now, i know what are those gloves for. They are for pushing those dirty and stinky idotics off the line. They will save my day with those ppl blocking me from getting out from the train on my bad day.


baby, i'm missing you badly.

"things i hate about facebook"

Facts about Facebook

i'm not an anti-facebook. but i find this interesting and it's so true!

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10 signs you are stuck in Facebook

1. In a bar or club you are looking at someone and feel like you know him but cannot remember how… And then you realize that never saw him in real life but spent pretty much time learning his profile at facebook

2. After you meet someone new your conversation turns into kinda “Do you have a facebook account etc."

3. You never give your friends a single call. Instead of that you write a post on the super wall ?

4. You make a conclusion on how interesting someone is by the number of his photos at facebook

5. When you are chilling with your friends you get some funny photo and your first reaction is “I’ll put it on facebook!”

6. Talking to your friends you’d definitely ask them whether they have seen one or another post on your wall!

7. You check your facebook page as only you get up in the morning, before you go to bed every night and some 10 more times every day

8. You know for sure how many photos each of your friends has and are happy every time you see that the number has changed

9. You log in to facebook to check your mail and wake up after 2 hours with no idea what did you do all that time

10. You’re smiling while reading this and know that you’ll send it to your friends.

Webcam with me!

Recently, i've been very stress with exams, trainings, work, money, bike.. etc etc...
when i'm stressed, i will have sudden urge to pierce parts of my body or get myself ink or cut my hair or i'll leave Singapore on the weekends. I have psychic ways to release my stress.
Therefore, i decided to get inked soon! I've already got idea what to do and i'm damn sure that is what i want. "Ad Astra Per Aspera" it means "through hardships to the stars"in Latin. i'm gonna do it on my upper back just below my star tattoo in cursive or old english font. Imagine, and picture it! damn hot right?!! hahaha! Please give me your opinion! is it cool or bad. But, i think i will have to color my 2 swallows tattoo first. It's been 1 year after i did the outline. Since now i'm super stress and finally have the urge to feel pain. I'll do it. hahaha!

Yesterday, went to town to shop with the bitchy bitches. They keep going Gucci, LV and burberry. It makes me so tempted to get all those things from there and they make me have a tough time to succumb the temptations of spending. Beanie just bought a burberry bad cost 1k plus. Sigh... depressing.. depressing.... hahahha! and not finish yet. the whole time they didn't care about me. fuck care me and just happily shop for their pretty shoes, cosmetics and all the ladies department. i kept cursing myself because i'm so bored... I WANNA GO NEWURBANMALE! ROARRRRR! forget it.
Finally, they are done with 'their' shopping and we went to far east nana to have our dinner. (this is best part.)

i webcam a lot this month. Sorry about the unglam photos above. i've moreee but i've deleted and deleted from trash. HAHAHHA!
heyyy people... i will finish my exam this fri.. PARTY this sat??! PLEASEEEE.....


Ciaos!

haywire

i'm so screwed! because i just started studying for my exam tmr.

i'm so paranoid! because my mom is a bitch! i can't live with her!

i'm so annoyed! because i can't believe my dad didn't get me anything from Japan.

i feel sad. because shes not here with me.

i feel rather excited. because my dad just passed me a $500 cheque for my next diving trip!

i feel delighted. because i've finally received my GST package!

i feel that i need Panbesy. because i've been cooking and eating every hour.

i can't wait for 6th march to come. because i can kiss goodbye to exams and welcome 1 mth hols!

I'm out of control.

i feel very sleepy.....
i shall take a nap and continue my mugging later.

good night.