at cheryl's place - gayness

isaac, cheryl and me

watched km 31 at causeway point. (stop asking me to go woodlands!)

the movie sucks. most horror shows have boring storyline. 

but once in awhile can waste some money and have some thrill.. =)

after movie rachel joined us and we went to cheryl's crib for a small party and we've gone crazy! and i need to rush to work the next afternoon for work with hang over from bishan..

i dunno why most of my friends stay in the east or far north.. =(

i'm going to start school tmr! yea! i'm going to carry a plain black dickies bag =D

and a toy pistol to shoot those annoying PRCs down hehe so bad =P

bulletproof.... i wish i was

Limb by limb, tooth by tooth 
Tearing up inside of me 
Every day, every hour 
I wish that I was bullet proof 

Wax me, mould me 
Heat the pins and stab them in 
You have turned me into this 
Just wish that it was bullet proof, 
was bullet proof 

So pay the money and take a shot 
Lead-fill the hole in me 
I could burst a million bubbles 
All surrogate and bullet proof 
And bullet proof 
And bullet proof 
And bullet proof

if it takes the rest of my life

joke of the day

today, i'm supposed to start work at 5pm. 

but i dunno why i tot i was late and rush out off the house and took a cab down. argh! wasted my cab fare!

bloody hell, i reached at 4! urgh... i hate myself more..

i think my mind is thinking of her too much. 

i will turn into a joke when my mind is filled up with too many things.

what is wrong with me!!

my day today during work was good!! tony talk to me nicely, members offer me fries to eat, members ask me am i a japanese.LOL!a member ask me to show her all my tattoos and keep saying i'm damn cool and colleague ordered a lot of good food for me to eat today and make me laugh very hard. and after work my best fren was super sweet, she came down to starbucks with me and make me laugh hard again. i love all my friends. they are wonderful.

i can feel that god is taking care of me.

i think i am better off this way... i'm also glad that i've given my best and happy that i once love someone wholeheartedly. =D

what's next??????

you! hope u have done well for ur proj..

i love alalaaaa!

work can be superrrr boring. 

this job can make me read a lot then usual because of boredom.

i love to work in the monsoon season because it will rain almost everyday. 

So there will be no swimmer = reading time! 

i read almost all the magazines, finished all the library books before date due. (first time) haha!

but there are also some disadvantages for me when it rains. yea. very good weather, it will remind me of someone special. my heartaches. secondly, cannot dive.. can't wait till march to go diving.. i miss the sea turtles very much!! (we call it 'ah gong' meaning grandfather) so cute right? the clown fish, moray eels (sorry although i really love unagi!) hehe. and my wish is to see a manta ray! 

i went for MDIS english and maths entrance test yesterday, those formula questions and calculations i can do it. but for those simple questions i leave it blank. like square root of bla bla bla. what is the mean of bla bla bla. i've forgotten all the terms! 5 yrs... didn't touch maths. 

and i passed the tests! now, i can't wait to start sch in 1st dec. i'll study and work , work and study.. and work towards my goal.like a PURE GEEK! =D

photos below, taken after work.. hahaha!

can you heal my broken heart?

my love

when im sad, i always talk to joey or hug her and cry.

she will always listen to me and will not fight back

and lick all my tears away

telling me it's ok 

joey is my dog.

i love her

 i think i'm mad i talk to a dog. 

judi is my 2nd dog.

she is overweight 

her hobby is to chew on new furniture or my stuff. 

i play with her when i'm happy

i love her

phoenix is not a dog

she is my girlfriend.

i am glad that shes always there 

whether i'm sad or happy.

i love her!

=)

sunburned

KM8 with Rachel and Issac!


part 1
issac call me up very early, waking me up for sentosa.
sje ting wanted to bet with him that i won't get up but i did.haa
we were there tanning for a few hours and we can't see any results. until we tot the sun at km8 is fake. But after i reached home i can feel the pain and on my face and shoulders. usually i can see the tanning results right after the tan. but this time it's a really slow process. theres something about the place. but i like the feeling of km8. it feels very remote and so i feel am far away from the city. LOL
rachel sleeping under the shade the whole time, issac is a hardcore tanner he can tan until fell asleep. i can't the heat for more than 15mins. i keep asking them to jump inside the pool with me. and i failed to psycho rachel to go down with me. but i did it on my second attempt. hah! after a few hours i'm getting bored and hungry. we went to vivo to have dinner at asian kitchen.

part 2
shu hui came and find me at vivo. i had dinner again. we went sushi tei and can't stop eating for hours. had a very very long talk and i'm glad i could make u happy and give me ur trust. i always make u laugh and that's my forte. =D
the charles and keith heels part is damn funny!

Journey to the super deserted beach
i look like some superhero! LOL!
thks to issac always take very random shots of me.

i was damn hungry,looking at the food menu.

i asked rachel do you wanna share the pizza with me?"
she say she dun eat pizza. =(
ok issac share with me den.

yeah! the pizza arrived and rachel started eating! hahaha!

the pool is freezing cold

dont worry im coming to save u, oh we are able to stand up.lol

the sexy toilet sign
dinner at Asian kitchen
O.o


sunburned facts: apply cooling aloe Vera on skin do not apply moisturizer as it will clog pores and traps heat tt will make it hotter. ppsst.

change

My life is very different now compare to the past. Few months ago, i was a 100% bummer who did nothing and sleep for more than 12 hours everyday. Now, i'm a workaholic. I'm working 6 days a week, when i'm not working i go for training, swim and gym. Of course, i didn't forget about gf. I feel very satisfied when i can manage my time better and having more commitment. Nowadays, things suddenly turn too good for me. It's too good to be true. I have a nice job, average pay, easy and it's the finest club in asia. Secondly, i have the sweetest girlfriend. =D No wonder Judi don't want me alr. =( What more can i ask for? 

I miss you terribly! 

i'm looking forward to spend the whole day with you.