ainah shannon: August 2008

i'm just procrastinating like ever!

i need something to hit on me.

i'm sleeping at 6am morning and wake up in the evening.

this cycle have been going for mths.

i'm the potential art school drop outs.

i will adjust.

burg was very nice, she passed me the motorcycle handbook.

can't believe she really dig out for me. this shows how desperate she want me to pass cos she is sick of pillion me and can't ride girls home. hahaha!! kiddin!

Suddenly, i feel that time is passing too swiftly that i cannot catch up. Everything around me comes and go. All the shit i've done and those good things that never stays. I have never put in my best in anything. Altogether, i could make nothing.

I find it crazy how my thoughts can spiral out of control and cause me to have an emotional breakdown.No drastically changes have occurred. My thoughts were focus on the future. Spinning, worrying and making things bigger than they really are and never try to get the right things done.

To some degree I expect life to be easier. But let’s face it, life is tough!. Perhaps that is part of the reason why I turn to outside things to escape. I used drugs to try and escape but eventually they stopped working. I can only run for so long until I reach that point where there is nowhere left to run. I have to pick my ass back up and get down to business.

While i recover from my addictions, somebody smoke like a drug addict.

*Arousing laughters and slaps

just be true to me

make my dream come true :)))

Tues

cabbed down to town for dinner after i woke up at 7pm!

how lazy can i get? i shud hurry get a private transport before i'm bankrupt due to excessive of unnecessary cabbing.

Wed

cabbed down to tanjong pagar cos i was late to collect my manual.

i'm damn fed up with the driver. but usually when u r late and sitting in the cab, u will feel very impatient, and keep assuming the driver go the longer way, drive VERY sloww.. ya.

then went to JE for awhile and headed home. not long, i received burg's msg asking me out for supper. She's always ask for supper at the right time. when i'm damn hungry when i skip my dinner just because i overslept or lazy to buy.

so we went to bukit timah boon tong kee. i ate 3 plates of chicken rice la.

i really need to cut down on my intake. but SLOWLY from 3 servings to 2 then to 1.

burg say: i will snatch my gf's food away. LOL.

so gf, pls head your food if you still want it. haha.. i sound like a monster.

sry ah, i just came out from the 7th mth only cannot blame me ma. i eat once a yr leh. hahaha

Thurs

is a thank god no cabbing day and a thank god shes coming back day!

i can't wait to get my gift la. =D

also i studied about 100 pgs just now, can't stand it at all.

i love the feeling of freshly washed hair

recently i kept watching this viid. i'm learning the rap. haha...

anws, i burg and i went cine to watch movie and that girl in the ticket office totally look like her they way she talk.

i couldn't resist and both of us burst of laughing.

She speak so fast with a dunno wad accent and

i ask: burg, did u hear wad she just say?

burg: no.. hahahaha..

she says:bla bla bla... in a very fast accent like bon qui qui.

me: errr i'll take E7 and 8 please.

before she continue....

me: errr can i change to

she:ok so the tickets will be 20 dollars. thang you...

before we left she glare at us like i will CUT you... LOL>

she must be wondering why are we keep laughing.

cos she look like the asian version of bon qui qui. haha...

phone conversation

excuse me

do you see me in the middle of a conversation dont interupt, RUDE girl im gonna have to call you back

welcome to king burger we can do it your way but dont get crazy

ill have number 6 with a cookie and cream milkshake

are you sure you dont want a coke

pardon?

i have to get the ice cream out and put some cookies all up in it i dont even know how to use that blender and they got me pressing all the crazy buttons no you can have a coke (inot microphoe) let me get a number six with a large coke next

can i get a number 3 with no cheese no tomato and no lettuce

dang anything else, (into microphone) i got a complicated order let me get a number 3 with no cheese no tomato

oh im sorry

do you see me trying to put in an order dont interrupt RUDE

and no lettuce thats it what is it

i changed my mind about the cheese

oh so now you want the cheese, now oyu ant the cheese

you see me putting in the order why didnt you say nothing in the fit place

i tried to but

DO NOT gET LOUD WITH ME, DO NOT GET LOUD WITH ME sucurity sucurity this dude need to go ned to go thank you

oh hey mr. williams how r u doin toay sir

not good bon qui qui this is the fifth time you've called security on someone im told you u cant called security everytime someone has a complicated order

is that wat u had said

yes thats wat i had said ur night mr. williams im sorry my bad

can i have a number 5 with a bonless skinless chicken that is slightly seasoned

a ha NO! sucurity sucurity she need to go, need to go

(mr. williams) bon qui qui wat did i say

she was trying to fight me sir

no i wasnt

girl i will CUT you

im so sorry she is from our out-of-the-hood program

oh hey deewan!

hey whats goin on bon qui qui

i didnt know you come here

yea i aint under house aresst no more

ok so whatcha wanna order boo

let me get a number 3 but indtead of fries let me get dome onion rings

okay thats all you want, i know what i want let me put in your order

on the mic is a queen now listen to me sing, he wants a number 3 super size onion rings. he came out the house with no ankle braclet on but he's got 2 strikes so don't get his order wrong. you know i'm lookin cute and there's nothing you can say but if you get with me we can do it your way! heyyyyy....heeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy.!

Thurs

Went to boiler, to be specific, it's outside boiler. We chill out outside and fagging' non-stop. deciding to go in or not. in the end finally decided not to go in and i met phoenix there. (: she join us for our non stop fagging thing and we cab down to play. i dunno why everyone in play was puking all over and this time i'm like the most sober time in club. partly, becos i fake drinking when phoenix say we 'da' the jug tgt. haha! Although, in the beginning i'm a bit monotonous plus turn off but i'm glad i've enjoyed myself towards the end of play. (:

Fri

open my eyes in the morning, looking at the big clock in front of me, i think about a handful of reason why i shouldn't go for work. urrrghfuck, i realised i'm such an ahole. anw, i cont slpin till 4 plus and watch the very exciting table tennis match. i got so into it until i go yea!!ohshiat..yeahhh! and my dad was into it with me too. After that, i went to vivo meet burg to choose her present for her niece. den we head down to cine watch 12 lotus. after movie we are hungry again and really can't think of any place to eat and dunno how we ended up in bedok then geylang to hunt for food. we tour 1 round in the red light district.

burg: this type u want meh?

me: i dare not see the prost.

then she continue riding.....

and den she ask: faster choose choose choose!!

me:walao at this kinda place u shout faster choose x3 to me .

ppl tot i go there find prost one can.

burg: i ask u to choose wad to eat! which place to eat.

and then we keep laughing.

2 nights of consecutive supper. it's so sinful. i must stop before i turn into a ball.

shit tmr have dm training and circuit revision. i'm doomed!

i need sleeping pills! i can predict later i will wake up damn late and will cab there.

ok i shall not pre plan tis. i will wake up on time no matter how late i slp and i'll be punctual.

Urgh.

Dim sum

Judi is home!

Not quite an ordinary day today, my mom send Judi to the animal clinic for micro-chip insertion and sterilization in the morning. Which dad just make an appointment to sterilize her without informing me! I'm quite sad because i want to have her offsprings first. But nevermind. what is done cannot be undone.

Evening ,went to fetch judi home . My heartaches when i see her in pain. When she reached home, i help her to clean her wounds and feed her medicine.

and.... the vet says that judi is overweight and need to go on diet. i knew it! haha. well i guess i got company now. Aha! i hope she can recover fast jump and run with me. but now she feels drowsy the whole day keep sleeping on me and very disoriented.

Warning: Viewer's discretion is advised (for the last photo)

Herstory tmr! see you there! esp M, my drunk friend. (:

ps: i am not fondling my breast. ;)

on her way home

her fresh wound

Redang trip 28th -31st july
These some of the photos in eunice camera.
can't share much right now cus the main photos in rachelle .
i've not been to redang before this is the first time and im quite amazed by the beautiful eco-system they have preserved underwater. clear water and powdery sand i don't mind working there as a dive master for a mth. haha!
10 hrs of bus ride was a sore.
the worse experience is the meals. cos i'm a picky eater and almost all the meals gives me appetite.
the best experience is seeing how rachelle get high, how eunice scared of small insects tt we always tt she is strong bla bla bla.. oh yah! and it's my first time i see a shark. yeah!
and lots of trigger fish. i was quite terrified by them but i try to keep it cool. hahaha..
first time playing volleyball with rachelle and eunice and i think they play rather well esp. eunice. BUT after awhile, she injured her finger :(
the day before redang. i went to my grandmom house for bbq.
LOTSA seafood.. like crayfish, crabs, prawn, etc , etc.
i'm forced to drink with them and top of that i did sth else.
wow got really high and can't walk.
i miss you guys..
more pics in facebook.

my next diving trip: sept-tioman (:

i am not your sex machine

National Dog walk 2008

I went for the dog carnival at west coast park with Judi my fat JR and Joey-mongrel.

me and burg was superdamnhungryandbloodydamnthirsty cos we came empty stomach and all they have there is dog food and drinks. nth much for humans.

michelle jog over to find us. we went to the 1.5km charity dog walk together.

talk about her camp and hostel stuff.. i'm officially no more neighbour for supper and smoking session. after the event ended i ate 1 double cheeseburger and fillet-o-fish. ooogay i knw it's nth compare the 3 big ramly burger i ate in 1 shot on my way back from redang.

overall, awesome weekend!

i'm gonna start doing some serious stuff tmr onwards.

got some stuff i have to complete before year end.

-my motor license

-bronze medallion

-dive master

hmm, quite tough.. (with my fuck up time management)

im quite motivated now. so i better hurry before it goes away again.. hahaha...

the dog kidnapper cum dog raper. LOL

burger with joey

judi kidnapped.

i feel weak with you

i wanna be stronger. stronger!

Chill-out session at Sunset Way

another lazy weekend, i'm supposed to go Sentosa for volleyball game today but i am damn lazy. i just feel like chilling out.

i meet up with 2 msw which is ms Fiona and Linda and a burger at sunset way.

start off with dessert at Daily Scoop , had lunch and chill out and cocking and had a great laugh esp talking about Rachelle and my jerking. bloody hell..

i had a great day. =D