Wednesday
meet Sam for a haircut at marina square
i try not to look at the mirror or any reflection
as you can see i look so dumb now
Geek....
den went down to cine to meet the rest of the ppl
to discuss about sth.
but end up not successful cos we were sitting in long john and some of us were eating
too distracting.. hah.
den went down to clarke quay MH ktv pub
we chilled there till 4 plus
ate very nice beef hor fun..
after tt walked to great world city to chill again.
we shared ghost story and experienced we encounted.
then lionel and me look at each other after awhile.
go figure..
chatted till 6am and we cabbed home.
eye damn painful
next morning wake up with an swollen eye
:(















Oh tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone just wasting time
no Friday movie nights or romantic candlelight
I'm just having conversations
with the thoughts in my head
all I hear are angels crying
oh won't they just sing instead

It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
or hold her when she cries
I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her
that I love her more than life
more than life, love her more than life

Honestly, this won't do

how is she doing?

I tell myself I'm feeling swell
but I know I'm such a fool
I'll take it as a new beginning
but you know I don't feel that way
who will take all this pain away?

i wan you to be happy
i love you wifey

i miss you
i miss you i miss you.......

Summer love!
(:

Monday

I was at home alone .
feeling buaayyy tahannn...
so i meet up with my Sam
i'm suppose to meet her at taglin sb and watch sunset tgt after she knocked off
but i was late...... damn! missed the sunset!
we walked aimlessly in town, from forum walk to cine and keep complaining very hot and thirsty
after we reached cine we go cheers and don't knw why we buy coconut juice/i forgot why..
then went to watch 'over her dead body' the movie was okayy-not bad.
after movie we decided to go city hall to chill
why there...
because Sam say it's a nice place, have nice scenery
so we decided to buy some beer and chill there
went to market place and we saw many varieties or beer and we were like so high deciding what to buy so hard to decide.
from 1 big bottle of Heineken and 1 small bottle of carlsberg
change........ change...............
end up buying 6 bottles of Tiger.
cos we think that's the most worth it after spending quite some time calculating and comparing the bottles, ml, and cans.
den burg came and join us
den rachelle join us very late after watching her tv show tt end at 10pm.
die die must watch finish. damn auntie right. yes.. she is very auntie....
we chill at the memorial hall
after that we go arab st meet sam's online friend.
we had grape shisha, fries and mushroom salad.
love all of them except the ms.
tt will be our forfeit:D

trolley Sam

grocery mates=D

mushroom salad and fries! i love the garlic sauce!!

Wednesday
went to sim lim with nana and rita cos nana want to modify her PSP.
we stood there and wait for her PSP very long.. until i reminds me of the sec sch days when i need to 'fa zan' for the whole day that kinda feeling.. hahaha!
after that i went geylang to find trans- jus kidding!!!
nahz... i went home and sleep.... sleep my entire day off until 12am woke up and went online
Sam just woke up also and we were complaining to each other we cannot slp and damn hungry and stuff..

Thursday
Gym with Nicole, Rui Ping,Rita and me
it's been years i've use the public gym.
sha would have kill me if she knows.. but public gym is not that bad..
besides the smelly weights and very limited machines and i miss the pull up with assistant lift the most...! i can train outside with most of my friends. don't need to train alone.
i think i decided to end my california member soon.
as usual, i start on treadmill. 10 mins is my maximum.
after that torturous 10mins run, i'm so glad i can go to weights..
i did sit ups with nicole...
i itchy backside go take weights
and now my abs pain like fuck,
cannot cough, cough must cough slightly lighter..
can't laugh that hard. can't stand up straight....
when i'm doing weights all i think of is the ma you ji and peanut tang yuan with peanut base :D
till i realise i must stop thinking about food and focus on my weights..
while doing weights i also told myself that after today's gym i'm gonna be regular and stop eating nonsense.
but then think again.... yeaaa righttt tmr have bbq........... why not after tmr? hah!
after our dinner we headed home to change

then go PLAY!
we started with amsterdam, den barons.. the whole night of beer!
my beer belly is coming to say hi to me again....
my friends were high again and we did some crazy things. wtf sam
i wasn't really happy during play and i think i shouldn't have gone.i dont want it to be tis way but overall play was okay and the music wasnt that sucky(:

Friday
Marilyn's birthday at bishan

yea i'm suppose to buy marshmallow.... but i was very late no time to buy.. Sorry guys!!!

the bday girl!
shes very hungryyy...
food lover....taking care of the food or taking the chance to eat?!

chao tah hotdog

food fight!!

diggin out raw fish, prawns and chickenns in their shirts

burg only got a friendly hug

burg:D

Get up in my canopy
Bring that over here girl and talk to me

Let me in your brain I'll be in your heart
I'll be that good thing that you just can't put down

you ignore me when you are having fun

you throw me away and think that i do not exist when you have a sweet girl by ur side

when all i ask is to know what are you doing

and all i want to know that you will be home still.

how to be patient how to be kind!!

if i stay at home any longer

i'll turn insane like dota creatures

so i'm off now.. to visit a cute and friendly barista in town........... :D

duibuqi. woaini!

Sunday




i went to singapore flyers to return my uniform which i worked for only 2 days.
poor sje ting cos everyone keep asking her why i quit. haha...
i don't like fnb line at all but i enjoyed myself there don't really wanna leave but i can't stand it.

i had my dinner at jalapeno's pepper, cos im very hungry....
after that sje ting's family came and we eat tgt.
i had calamary as starter and crayfish and steak.
after dinner i for supper at clementi rd.
formosa's xiao long bao sucks!
after that went next door had another round of cheese prata.
DAMN SINFUL. I REALLY WAN TO SLIM DOWN CAN....





Monday



watched forbidden kingdom with ta, the movie wasn't that nice which i have no idea how it gt itself 2nd in box office.
after movie, ta went for training and i meet jordan to chill in town.
we chill outside far east until our butt pain then headed to cine for pool.
we started out betting money then bet on singing.
after pool, we walked to picturehouse wanted to satisfy our cravings for sushis but sadly we didn't get to eat any sushis cos it closes at 10.30 and we step in at 10.30.
den walk to ps to eat mac.. saw rachel again.
chat with jordan until forgot the time.
den walk back to picturehouse again to buy sth.
a lot of walking............. and then we rush like flying pig.
i wan to bet pool with u again. this time on beerrrr...............

Tuesday




went to holland v with ta and sam, ate stingray and beancurb.
after we saw the menu of beancurb we have been saying beancurb for the whole day.
sam and me stop eating and smoke and from the corners of our eyes we can see her eating non stop. hahaha..

after dinner, we went to cold rock to find burg. while waiting for her to end work we played poker cards- fortune teller game, dai-dee and memory games.. LOL..
and five-ten. we had great fun cos sam and me keep winning..
and the person who lose must run to wala wala. hah...!

finally, burg end work and we don't know where to go. we end up in adam food centre eating carrot cake. i haven't been eating nice carrot cake for a long time. i'm craving for it nowwww!!

Wednesday
i'm very sad i got no pictures to show on tis day my hp is spoiled again..
cos we had a great time at a ktv pub in novena.
i meet sam, rachelle and gary at U.S starbucks wait for the rest of them to come.
den we went in first, we ordered 3 jugs for 50 only..
after that lionel came, burg,den eunice came...
we like conquer the whole pub cos most of the time were us singing..

we played dice.. and five-ten. loser drink.. and den we ordered another jug of beer.
we ended about 3 plus we wanted to go hk cafe eat but it was closed den we decided to go upper thomson eat. on the way walking, sam dare gary to jump over lionel and he did it. he won himself a chicken wing!! haha!! den we challenge ourself run all the way to thomson.who reached there first wins! sam first to stop and after awhile i stop and turn cos i knw sam is very bastard. and i am correct! she flag a cab alr! den i ask gary to stop running.LOL!
we got in the cab panting like mad dog. the cab ride was abt 5 mins.
and we say lucky we never run.
gary say :chao chao got 2.4km
ainah says: chao chao got 4 km
gary and me:!@#$%#$#*****
we finally reached the restaurant. was very very hungry...
lionel and me share ham and hotdog speg.
and i'm keep looking at gary's baked rice. damn nice...
we also had cheeze chic wings....

after eating, we go downtime and play dota..
until the sky turn bright......
time to sleep and tell myself i must wake up early for the private sales.........
Thursday
sam,marilyn,ta and me went to liquid kitchen had our dinner(9pm) and chill.
played poker again. once they have poker in their hands they wanna con me again.
we played dai dee and black jack. loser drink marilyn's honey jesmine.
after tt, we went to longhouse eat rojak(10pm).
den meet my fren to eat mac(2am) for supper
we eat and chat a bit. 80% of the time not i talk.
i wan to know more of you. tho i also wan u to knw more of me but i think im a wierdo.
mee hoon kuey(7am) and veg noodles(7.30am)
all i know i've been eating like every hr... every sec...
Friday

woke up and eat lunch.
went home and slp my entire day off.
i think i'm having PMS...

YOUR art (=

The day after we got drunk

when i feel like dying
KFC
happy sam

at liquid kitchen
fortune teller no.1

you made me smile(: thanks!



after playing pepsi cola 1 2 3
when we got nth to do







my bruises
marilyn's bruises
crippled and best fren


yesterday's night at st james was the crazzziiiiest night ever!
6 person finished the whole bottle of chivas, then get another shots and i got extra 1 shot from my fren.
after that we are damn high,i only rem things before the linkin park song i dont rem wad happened after that.
sam is very friendly when shes drunk
mar keep slappin me and sam hahaha..
who is the hero that night?
a lot of random ppl came in and dance with us, a lot of random ppl pull me up, we talk rubbish to many strangers. i kept fallin and mar was there for me. cos she got the most bruises.. mus be her la..
sam head hit rachelle chin, i gave blue black to burg's eye.. i got cuts on my knee from the drain and road.
after that me and mar ended up at sam's place
we talked about the stupid things we have done during tt night and we planned not to show our face for the next event. cos its damn embarrassing.

dont let me see a chivas bottle or see alcohol.. i'll puke..
or green tea..
i'll not get so drunk next time!

the next day we wake up and go prata shop eat then we head to thomson chill at starbucks the whole afternoon. sam keep playing emo songs and marilyn also join in. they wan to make me zen.... but after that they try to cheer me up . we slack outside thomson plaza for 1hr plus cos we got no where to go. we bored until we play pepsi cola 1 2 3! we also went to foot reflexology, wanted to play lan but full hse we go liquid room chill and play cards.

marilyn and sam..! thank you for cheering me up! cos i dont know what will happened to me if both of u r not ard... ! =D

Let's not fight it anymore
Unpack your bags and close the door
Girl, I'll never leave you
Though you lied right from the start
I can't convince my foolish heart not to believe you
If I had one ounce of pride
I'd stand up or step aside
But I still love you
So I'll accept the crumbs you drop
'Cause I'm a fool and I can't stop
Or rise above you
Let them speak up for themselves
I speak for me and no one else
'Cause I'm a beggar knockin' on your door
While you're makin' up your mind
I'll be prayin all the time
Prayin' that you'll never let me go
till i can't take it anymore

shes concentrating

shes playing psp

still eating her cake, haven't sleep yet

the prank!

went to rita's hse move her furnitures on wednesday.
den we decided to watch ironman at cine.
only 2am slot.
we walk all the way to shaw hse mac and lepak there for 2 hr plus
nana playing psp
nicole sleep
rita eat and eat
i keep watching the tv screen that keep repeating itself for 2 hrs............

den finally we got something to entertain ourselves.
we left the table while nicole is sleeping and ask a guy from mac to wake her up and tell her its 2am alr! hahaha...

den when nicole is awake, we walk back to cine.. we saw a transvestite i think he was drunk and walking in heals talking in a slutty way in a thai accent. i was walking at the back and i am gonna admit im freaked out cos he is walking faster and he was to catch up with us. in the end i ran up the escalator and i made the rest tot he was chasing us... haha....!

the reason why i got so intimidated cos i have phobia of them and a very bad impression.
cos i got slap by a transvestite once for nothing! MOFO!

i'm missing you 
Girl even though you're right here by my side 
Cause lately it seems 
The distance between us is growing too wide 

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over 

The last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real 
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel 
If love's already gone 
It's not fair to lead me on 
Cause I would give the whole world for you 
Anything you ask of me I'd do 
But I won't ask you to stay 
I'd rather walk away 
If your heart's not in it 

my tears keep flowing,flowing on endlessly

my thoughts keep whispering, to me

my heart-beats slower. than ever

my soul cries out, but she can't hear

each dream i have ends in tears

each day brings, another heart ache

each time i close my eyes, i see her

each time i breathe in, i feel her

why does my heart ache so much

i wished to fall in love. 

i fell in deep

to her i gave  her my my heart. my love.

i was happy, oblivious to pain

but since that she left me. it's all that i can feel

she tool my heart. gave love, received love

then she left it. abandoned and broken

my ters shall just keep flowing

as my daily thoughts of her continues

each day i wished to be with her

but alas. never to be

grieve in pain.

You say that you love me 

But baby sometimes 
You're just saying the words 
If you've got somethin' to tell me 
Don't keep it inside 
Let it be heard.

How I wish I could take us back in time 
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do 
,to stop me losin' you) 
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it) 

i fucking miss you!!! 

what the fuck!!!!